Hello Me. You're Pretty Cool

I'm essentially a new discovery to myself. Sure, I have seen bits and pieces of the real me... but this blows all the small fragments I've seen right out of the water. As cheesy as it sounds, I have this amazing joy in my heart and I'm not letting it go because I'm addicted to the high it gives me.

Sure some days still suck, but joy goes beyond me being crabby in the morning when I wake up. Joy goes beyond my heartbreak when I hear bad news. Joy even goes beyond my happiness when I celebrate the good things life gives me...check that, God gives me.

Man oh man! Sometimes the English language is so limited to how I'm actually feeling- how I'm actually living. It's almost frustrating because I want to share what I have and feel so restricted by my tongue because it doesn't know what to appropriately do or say.

I guess to boil it down a bit- I really like me. The real me.